I AM A TRAUMA SURVIVOR-  As a young child I was sexually abused by a man I called my godfather - a man who was trusted. As a result, I felt broken, unworthy and distrustful with an enormous amount of confusion. I felt I would never be good enough, deserving of love or valuable unless I was perfectly composed. I tried for years to be perfect, and not only did that fail but that false characteristic collapsed under pressure. I ended up suffering with depression so severe that I spent many years distancing myself from certain friends and family. I survived a miscarriage in high school. Later I survived an extensive domestic relationship and then a marriage. With no help from guidance counselors or clinics, God made it very clear to me during meditation that my traumatic journey would be the avenue through which I could aid in someone else’s healing. For the next five years I began to handle things on my own. I began taking control of my thoughts and using the energy sources God left for me here on earth to heal my pain and suffering. I finally reached a place of recovery. Now it is my mission to holistically equip trauma victims with survival and healing methods to use as both tools for prevention and recovery